Saturday, November 1, 2008
Posted atSaturday, November 01, 2008
loving you makes my world go upside down
hey!boo!hi!aloha!
hi!
yesterday was bluek!
woke up, did normal routine.
didnt watch oprah, cause woke up late.
pfft!
anw, got ready for SJAB.
went to sch.
met rey jazz and amelyn
they had to go off, soon aft.
went up to canteen.
met vani, chatchat.
fall in.
blahblah.
had comp. trail.
i did quite ok, for a beginner.
aft tat, met mum and dad in compass.
bought stuff for my cat.
thought of trimming my hair.
so went to the hair salon.
and they cut it absolutely short!!!!
i was crying aft the hair cut.
but aft a while, i jus look on the bright side.
pfft!
MYGOSH!
i hate it!
in the middle of the night i suddenly woke up
and was insulting myself.
abt my hair.
my face.
tears were jus flowing out and out and out.
calm myself down.
slept again.
woke up quite early.
got annoyed wif some ppl, in the house.
anw, neysa texted me last night.
' hahah,lana,you die. heheh. i saw vanesia just now at compass, she said youre in competition team. haha'
thks alot neysa for telling me tis.
tis message also tells me tat
-2 days, training per week.
-nearing comp, 3 days per week
-will be packed wif activities.
-will be receiving alot of
#shouting,
#screaming,
#yelling and
#tearing.
-no time to relax.
-veins will be popping out.
-eyebags will be worst.
-mood swings will be very terrible.
-haf to sacrifice my time wif family and friends.
-cant slack
-should be behind of hwk
-half asleep in class.
-voice will be louder.
but i'm sure i can avoid some neg. points.
i jus haf to manage my time wisely.
haf to start planning now!
(sigh)
gonna get ready for religious class nw.
didnt go for the classes for a very long time.
bb!
:D