Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Posted atTuesday, October 07, 2008
I'm not lyk wat u think
today was a horrifying day.
but it was quite fun though.
geog was ok, dnt was fine too.
aft sch, me jazz and rey went to one block near our sch.
some ppl were stalking us.
they whistle.
we ran to amiera and nadiah.
they ppl were lyk" jgn lari! jgn lari!"
in other words, dont run!dont run!
then we went to the block tat we wanted to.
we sat there.
'our friends' were at the opp blk.
they were whistling at us.
but we pretended not to care.
amiera wanted food, jazz wanted slurpee.
so me and nadiah, went to 7/11.
we had to walk past 'our friends'
we acted lyk nothing happened.
they were whistling and calling us, but we ignored.
my hands were shivering since morning, so when i carried the food, i was shivering.
haha
called mum, say tat i haf supplementary.
she said tat she's gonna call the vp.
i was lyk ok.
but i was scaried.
jazz and rey were very scared.
jazz almost cried, she was already tearing.
then, one grp of young kids, said tat 'our friend' asked us to go there.
jazz asked why.
they said, they wanna make friends??...
5 of us were lyk watever la.
i had to go, so jazz rey amiera and nadiah, send me to the bus stop.
we had to pass through some blocks.
we saw 'our friends' sitting at the senior citizen corner.
we did nothing but stare.
haha.
hugged jazz, rey amiera and nadiah.
waited for my maid, went to RM.
had to buy stuff.
reached home.
message the world.
now juz realxing.
gonna sleep for a while.
really tired.
slept at 1am, woke up at 5.30am.
two days ago, slept at 2am, woke up at 5.30am.
so tat should explain alot. i guess.
my life has becoming more dull.
i really hate it.
almost everyday, i would get into trouble and stuff.
i have to go to the beach.
relax my brains.
i really nid time for myself.
(sigh)
gtg nw.
nid to sleep.
a message to 2 person who are important
____,____ i really love u guys. i've been a freak lately.i'm truely sorry. i wanna say thks for the talk yesterday, instead of a scolding and punishing. i know u would trust me anymore, and it's my job to gain tat trust back. remember everything tat i do i nvr forget u and will love u always.
to someone,
i really love u alot. i miss the messages u sent to me. i wanna meet u but...
to my bestfriend in england,
i miss u honey. i miss all our goodnight messages. like" hey hun, i'm gonna sleep now""hey dear""hey darling". i really feel like going to england and hug u. u are the only one who noes the true me. i love and miss u. i really do.
to my love ones(rey winnie debi jazz),
thks for being there for me through thick or thin. thks for supporting me and cheering me up when i'm sad. thks for not getting angry when i haf mood swings. thks guys. u guys, are my light in sch. i nvr liked sch till u guys, showed me how can sch be fun. thks thks and thks. i love u! and the wonderful memories we had, will always be playing in my head without sound. love u!
to all my friends and ppl out there,
i love you guys!
such a long sad post.
gtg now bb
:D