Friday, September 26, 2008
Posted atFriday, September 26, 2008
You laugh. I'll cry. All this is because of love
had a horrid day.
very scary.
my hp almost got confiscated.
but got it back.
thank god.
very much.
at night
buke
revised
listen to muttons.
laugh laugh.
wrote some poems.
two i mean haha
writing abt how's my love life now.
and guess, it suck!
aft 'he' knows the truth,
it's really difficult for me to message him/ do anything
i have to take precaution.
i'm so happy outside
but really stress inside.
idk wats gonna happen to me in the future.
i really have no idea wat to do.
My friends once told me t'm in loveHow did they know?Is my love towards you very obvious?You are too kind for me baby.You said that no one trusted you.Is that true?Did you forget about me?I trust you, alotWe may not be close, but..I dont know how to express it to youI care about you more than i care about myself.I love you more.Everyone has their own history.I have mine, you have yours.Eventually, we have similar ones.We put a mask on our face.I know all my love towards you wouldnt fade.I know that you cant be togetherI know that you cant return my love.It's okay, I dont need all that.I just want you to be happy.I am not your type, I understand.I dont mind if i feel miserable, while you are feeling happy.I just dont want to see tears coming down from your eyes.Let me do the crying, and you do the laughing.A note from me baby, I will love u, though I know you dont have feelings for me. Be happy baby. Dont cry. Let me cry. You do the laughter.I love you baby.
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