Sunday, September 28, 2008
Posted atSunday, September 28, 2008
Why did I love u?
yestesday,
went to one of my family's house.
buke dere.
made some cookies dere too.
was feeling very tired.
dad pick me up than went home.
reached home arnd 12am
bathe, ate panadol, tune in the radio
some classic songs was on.
slept.
today,
had a very bad day though it's still very early.
something really tragic happened.
i nid someone, a friend, who could comfort me,
give me a hug.
depression is by my side now.
tried very hard to stay happy.
but tears were coming out from my eyes.
this is so hard for me.
let's forget abt it now.
:)
to the person whom i love so much this past few years
The thought that, you'll never know.But I was tricked by your words and actions.Did I do everything so obvious?I bet so.Why must you know my feelings?Are you my crush or someone special in my mind?I need to know all this.You told your friends about me.Now everything isn't a secret no longer.Every bit has been spill.The thought of it freaks me out.The love I've been giving you were too much.I never wanted it to happen.But it's too late.Everything has been done.Nothing cant be undone.If you really want ot know I really like you.But maybe I love you.More than anything in this world.I dont know how to face you.But the only thing i know is that you're laughing at me.Cause of my feelings towards you hasnt fade away, for 2 years.You should be proud.I love you honey.
:D